new blog

http://kwishan.wordpress.com/

i'm changing to wordpress!

relink me ppl =)

To you

i dunno if u still come back here to check once in awhile.. i figured u do.. but hmm.. i'm gonna have a new blog from now on..

i know how much this blog meant to u.. and wat it means for me to stop using it anymore..

as much as i'm unwilling to hurt u again.. i feel dat i shouldn't be dragging u along and keep u waiting.. and i hope u are moving on fine with ur life without me..  

i'm thankful for all that u've done for me.. all those happy memories we had.. and i finally understand how u felt all that time when u were with me.. i'm really sorry that i didn't see from ur point of view.. but i guess it takes real experience to really understand..

all those things that u gave me.. i'm keeping them.. and i'm not gonna forget u.. coz u are a big part of the reason why i am who i am today.. i still think of u and wonder how are u doing.. and sometimes still think back to those times we had.. 

i hope we can still remain as friends.. but if it's not possible.. i understand..

if u need ur stuffs back.. just tell me.. and we can find a day to meet up =) 

i shan't say more here.. i'm sorry for all the pain..

thanks for all the effort u put in.. all the time and money u spent on me just to see me smile..

thanks for giving me all ur love.. doting me with all ur heart and pamper me like a princess..

thanks for all the understanding and forgiveness.. even when i broke ur heart again and again.. 

thanks for all the lessons u've taught me.. that made me a better person.. 

你上辈子欠我的已经还完了，去找你自己的幸福吧

你  要幸福哦 =)

Happy birthday tinkerjan!

Day out with jan to celebrate her 20th bday.. Not a very good day though due to the heavy rain.. We got drenched and splashed and ignored by buses and taxis.. Literally cursing and swearing lol..

The drenched bday girl.. =(((

By the time we finally got onto a cab.. We looked damn cui alr.. Wet hair + wet clothes + wet shoes.. 狼狈us..

Reached cineleisure but the movie she wanna watch is sold out.. =((.. But at least our lunch is nice.. With the one and only bao ka Liao waiter lol..

After dat walked around cineleisure coz the rain was still super heavy.. Stopped by this candy making shop and watched.. Amused much..

Hohoho! Merry Christmas!!

Yummy much! This is cola lemon flavor.. Got myself one pack of these plus another pack of mango ones.. ^^

After spending 3 hours in the small cineleisure we finally can't take it.. Bought an umbrella and we braved the rain.. Literally screaming and laughing under the umbrella lol.. And we were actually excited hahaha..

Successfully reach the Mrt station but shoes cui.. Bought myself a pair of killer heels at suntec..

Feet damn pain after wearing these omg

Went back home after dat.. Mum got a shocked at how high my heels are.. Lol

Happy birthday again Janice love~! I know it's not really a very nice bday for u.. =/ .. Still! Be happy always kk! Love u lots!! ^^

Holiday plan

1) Blog
2) Read blogs
3) Read storybooks
4) Watch cartoons
5) Watch documentaries
6) Watch movies
7) Sun tan
8) Outing with frens!
9) Shoppingggg (provided i got the money)
10) Play piano
11) Improve bass skills
12) Play computer games
13) Trainings

Did i mention this is just a "plan"? hahaha lets see how many i can complete by the time holiday ends!

Freedom is sweet!!! Time to give myself a well-deserved break after mugging so hard for exams!! This is the first time in my 21 years that i mug soooo damn freaking hard *sweats*.. hopefully my results won't be too bad! if not i really dunno how chiong more i can be for the next sem.. =/

Spring cleaning my hall room now coz really alot things.. will be staying here for a few days for hall stuffs and meetings with frens!! sis will be back this friday yay! den we'll be off to bali for 4 days yippie!!! ^^.. cant wait!!

alright alright i gotta get back to cleaning coz i haven even finish clearing the top shelf.. =X

holidays here i come~!!!

First post from my iPhone

2 more papers to go.. I'm going crazy....

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the feeling of doing things for certain reasons yet not understood by people.

or even worse, intended meaning becomes another interpreted message.

so overwhelming that u simply dunno how to explain it.

or rather, u dun even feel like explaining it.

i always do things for a reason, thinking and rethinking what are all the factors.

but i'm doubting my rationale more and more.

what do i want, i simply dunno anymore.

sorry, and thanks.

i'm just a fucked up person

random

back at home now.. listening to fireworks popping away for some reason.. i like to watch fireworks.. esp when they are just directly above me.. awesome much..

anyway.. is doing hw0202 report now.. getting kinda bored and sick about this assignment.. 3 more assignments to hand in.. den i'll be in constant mug mode for the upcoming sem exams next month..

listening to tvxq's songs while doing work now.. reminds me of poly life.. haha.. and i really miss them.. although not so into their news anymore.. but well.. still love them deep in my heart~ haha.. seeing them as 2 different groups still makes me feel sad.. =(

thoughts still flood me.. but i dunno how to put it in words.. so ya.. i'll be off to continue my assignments..